Allen darling... i still can't believe this is actually real. I miss you so much! We met 5 years ago, but it seems like just yesterday you took me camping for our bdays, we went out on your boat, & i played Elvis' "Can't Help Falling in Love w/You" on my uke, while you sang. I totally fell for you then & the 3 yrs we spent together were some of the best. I'm honored i got to do things like hangout w/some of your beautiful family, or see your grandson wrestle... & im thankful you were always there for me when i needed you. It breaks my heart that the last time you came to visit me was this August, and that we could never get our schedules to line up after that once you got sick, & im so so sorry for that. I wish i would popped up to visit you in Minnesota