I would like to think that there is always a bigger purpose for all the good and bad that occurs in our lives, and you J were the absolute best of the good in my life so far. I remember the first time I saw you and that glorious fiery red beard, and gorgeous blue eyes, you were serving up some beers to regulars at Molly’s and I thought, “I want to know that guy.” Little did I know, two months later I wouldn’t just know you, and become your girlfriend, but I would fall head over heels in love with you.

Before you, I only knew what it was give every good piece of myself and never receive anything in return. As a result, I closed off that part of my heart for six years. You simply kicked in the door and set all that part of me free. I could never figure out why I just couldn’t get enough of you, and I am so happy I exhausted every chance I had with you. We could be on some elaborate outing, or just in your room coasting in and out of movies and naps, didn’t matter what it was it was always the best time of my life. Having someone like you in my life was such a blessing, and also nerve wrecking, (You try dating the coolest person on Castro Street and tell me that you aren’t even a tad nervous) but you always had this way of calming me down. Most important you always saw me for who I really was, and never once did you make me feel I was not enough.

Before you I simply lived life to get through the day, with you I found purpose. I found a reason to live, to laugh, to love. You helped me start to see my future and to care about the steps I take. I will carry that lesson along with all of our precious memories always. You will live on in my heart, and through everything I do. Thank you for showing me true genuine love. In addition, teaching me that bacon’s real name is meat candy, KPop is a thing, and All You Can Eat really does mean ALL YOU CAN EAT.

Until our soul’s cross paths again, I will love you forever and always.

PS. Thanks for always forcing me to do couple things, like take pictures and hold hands too much, all coming in handy these days when I need a reason to smile.