Today we laid my sweet man to rest. I have lived a thousand lifetimes in 18 days and nothing has prepared me for the missing. Seeing your smiling face in photos breaks my heart. I wish I felt you smiling down on us, but I am not sure I do. For now, I feel cheated. So many trails not walked and beautiful campsites not visited. I hope I find your spirit watching over me in the wilderness and the lakes. I love you and miss you so much.